Where would we be?

I was laying in bed and could not really go to sleep because there was just too much on my mind and I started thinking about Where would I be if God would not have saved me?  I was just looking at what God had done for me in one day, but then I started looking at what He has done for me in my life.  Then I thought, how on earth can someone say there is not a God after all I see He has done for me?  I looked back at my life before I knew Christ and where I would be today if I did not know Him.  I then just started to cry, God loved me so much to have taken me out of what could have been.  Yea, I have been through a lot, from the lost of my mother, to moving a ton, to quitting the biggest thing in my life, but I would not take any of that back because it made me who I am!  It is truly scary to just think about and to see how your life could have been.  I would not be sitting in seminary housing typing this blog on my mac book that is for sure!  How amazing is it that a God who hates sin can still love us so much to rescue us from what could have been!  It is just truly amazing!  I am truly blessed and cannot thank my God enough for saving me and taken me out of the what could have been.  Thank you God for Saving Me!